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{InkvXp sNbvX AÛpX§Ä¡I¯v kv{XoIfpambn _Ôs¸Sp¯n NÀ¨ sNt¿WvS Hcp hnjbapWvSv. arKambnt«m kv{Xobmbnt«m R§sf krjvSn¡m¯Xn \n\¡p kvtXm{Xsa¶p ]dªv blqZ ]ptcmlnX³ Xsâ {]`mX{]mÀ°\ sNmÃp¶ Hcp kwkvImc¯nemWv {InkvXp ]nd¡pIbpw hfcpIbpsams¡ sNbvXXv. F¶n«pw B kwkvImc¯n\I¯v {InkvXp kv{XoIsf tI{µoIcn¨v F´p am{Xw kwkmcn¨p. Hcp]a ]dbpt¼mÄ t]mepw AXn\p Xpeyambns«mcp]a kv{XoIfpsS ]Ým¯e¯nepWvSmIpw. BSp \jvSs¸«p F¶ D]asbSp¡pI. AXpIgnªn«v {InkvXp ]dbpw. Hcp kv{Xo¡v Hcp \mWbw \jvSs¸s«¶v. A§s\ IrXyambn«v AXnsâ Hcp _me³kpt]mepw kq£n¨mWv {InkvXp Xsâ {]`mjW§fn GÀs¸«ncp¶Xv. kaqlw AXnsâ hnfp¼nte¡v XÅnbnSp¶ kv{XoIsf {InkvXp tNÀ¯p ]nSn¨p.

blqZ dºnamÀ Hcn¡epw ]ckyambn Hcp kv{XotbmSv kwkmcn¡m³ t]mepw ss[cys¸«ncp¶nÃ. AXpsImsWvSms¡bmWv {InkvXp kacnbm¡mcn kv{Xobpambn kwkmcn¡pt¼mÄ F´psImWvSmWv Ah³ kv{XotbmSv kwkmcn¡p¶sX¶v injy³amÀ BÝcys¸«Xv. A¯cw Hcp Ime¯n\I¯v kv{XoIfpsS \jvSamb al¯zw hosWvSSp¡pI F¶p ]dbp¶ Hcp ZqXpIqSnbpWvSv {InkvXp samgnIÄ¡I¯pw {InkvXphnsâ CSs]Sen\I¯pw.

AXpambn _Ôs¸« Hcp `mKw eq¡mbpsS kphntijw 13þmw A[ymb¯n hmbn¨p tIÄ¡p¶pWvSv. 18 hÀjambn Iq\p]nSn¨ Hcp kv{XobpsS PohnX¯n {InkvXp CSs]Sm³ t]mhpIbmWv. an¡hmdpw FÃm kuJyIYIfnepw \½Ä hmbn¨p tIÄ¡p¶pWvSv Bsc¦nepw Aht\mSv CSs]Sm³ Bhiys¸Sp¶Xv. H¶pIn tcmKnIÄ Xs¶ \nehnfn¡p¶p. Asæn AhÀ¡pthWvSn Bsc¦nepsams¡ am[yØy§Ä \S¯p¶pWvSv. {InkvXp Xs¶ {i² tI{µoIcn¨p sImWvSv CSs]Sp¶ A]qÀÆw Nne kuJys¸Sp¯epIfn s]Sp¯mhp¶ kw`hamWv Cu Iq\p]nSn¨ kv{Xosb kuJys¸Sp¯p¶ cwKw.

]Xns\«p hÀjambn«v Chfn§s\ Iq\p]nSn¨p \S¡pIbmWv. CXv hmkvXh¯n \½Ä \½psS Npäpw \nco£n¨p Ignªm ImWp¶ bmYmÀ°y¯nsâ \sÃmcp Imcnt¡¨dmWv. \½psS sXm«pap¼pÅ XeapdsbSp¡pI. an¡hmdpw FÃm kv{XoIfpw Xs¶ Iq\p]nSn¨mWp \S¡p¶Xv. ImcWw PohnX¯nepS\ofw Ip\nªp \nevt¡WvSn hcp¶ hyànIfmWnhÀ. Ipªns\ Ipfn¸n¡Wsa¦nÂ, `£Ww ]mIw sN¿Wsa¦n (ASp¸pIsfms¡ F¶pw Xmsg Bbncp¶psh¶v \mw HmÀan¡Ww. ASp¯ Imes¯ms¡bmWv AXv tXmtfmfw H¸ambn«v \½Ä {IaoIcn¨p XpS§nbXv). hndIp tiJcn¡m\msW¦nepw hkv{Xw Ae¡m\msW¦nepw \nc´cw Ip\nªv Ip\nªv hÃmsX Iq\p]nSn¨ Hcp kv{Xo kaqlapWvSv. ChnsS kv{XobpsS \s«Ãns\ Cutim hosWvSSp¡pIbmWv.

kv{XobpsS Iqs\¶p ]dbpt¼mÄ \½tfmÀan¡cpXv AXv sXm«pap¼s¯ Hcp Ime¯nsâ am{Xw KXnbmsW¶v. Hcp ho«½ HmÀan¡p¶p, ""F\n¡p Iq\nÃ. ImcWw F\n¡p Ipfn¡m\mbn«v jhdpWvSv. F\n¡p hfsc Dbc¯n h¨n«pÅ ssat{Im Hmh\pWvSv. F¶n«pw Fsâ DÅn Iq\pWvSv. Rms\sâ aIsf \nco£n¡pt¼mÄ F\n¡p tXm¶p¶p Fsâ aIÄ¡pw Hcp sNdnb Iq\pWvSv.'' kv{XoIÄ¡p Ip\nªp\St¡WvSn hcp¶ Hcp kmlNcyw {InkvXphn\nW§nbXÃ. AhÄ¡v t\sc \S¡m\pÅ Hcp kmlNcyw cq]s¸Sp¯pI F¶pÅXv {InkvXphnt\mSv tNÀ¶p \nev¡p¶ Hcp kphntij {]tLmjW¯nsâ `mKamsWs¶ms¡ Nn´nt¡WvS ImeambntÃ.

kv{Xo A½bmWv, tZhnbmsWs¶ms¡ \½Ä BtLmjambn«v \pW]dbpt¼mgpw \ap¡pw AhÄ¡padnbmw AhfsXm¶pasöv. F{Xtbmt]À¡v Iogvs¸«v Pohnt¡WvSn hcp¶ HcmÄ. F{Xtbm t]cpsS ap¼n XeIp\n¨v \nevt¡WvSnhcp¶ HcmÄ. \s«Ãp Ip\nªpt]mb HcphÄ F¶ \nebn NpänepapÅ kv{XoIsf ImWm³ Ignbpt¼mÄ hÃms¯mc\p`mhhpw Ipät_m[hpw \n§fpsS DÅn cq]s¸t«¡pw. Ahsc t\m¡n "sabm IpÄ]m, sabm IpÄ]m' (Fsâ ]ng, Fsâ ]ng) F¶p ]dtbWvS Imeambncn¡p¶p. Asæn B Imew sshInbncn¡p¶p.

Hcp ImeL«¯nsâ FÃm Xn·IfpsSbpw Ccsb¶p ]dbp¶Xv kv{XobmWv. t\cnt«m AÃmsXtbm BImw. Hcp bp²¯n\ptijhpw Iem]¯n\ptijhpw ]pcpj·mcpsS t]cpIÄ hotcmNnXambn«v \mw sImWvSmSpw. ]t£, AXnsâ hyYbpw `mchpw PohnX¯nsâ Ibv]psams¡ A\p`hnt¡WvSnhcp¶Xv Ahtijn¡p¶ kv{XoIfmWv. AXpsImsWvSms¡bmbncn¡Ww ]pXnb\nbaw hfsc IrXyambn«v hn[hIÄ¡p ]cnKW\ \evIWsa¶v iTn¡pIbpw A§s\bÃm¯hsc Xncp¯pIbpsams¡ sN¿p¶Xv.

Hcp hoSn\I¯pt]mepw Hcp Ielw \S¶p Ignªm AhfmWv hnjan¡p¶Xv. AhÄ h¨phnf¼p¶ `£Ww Ign¡m³ ]ns¶ BcpanÃ. cmhnsesXm«v sshIpt¶cwhsc Cu ASp¸n\cnIn \n¶psImWvSv Ahsf{Xam{Xw kvt\l]qÀÆw h¨p hnf¼nb `£WamWv \n§Ä X«namäp¶Xv. F´n\v, Hcp h\\ioIcWw t]mepsaSp¡pI. BcmWXn\I¯p kln¡m³ t]mIp¶Xv? AXpw kv{XoIfm. AhÄ¡p Iªn¡pÅ hndIn\pthWvSn, Im¸n Xnf¸n¡m\pÅ shůn\pthWvSn, Ipfn¡m\pÅ shůn\pthWvSn, Ae¡m\pÅ shůn\pthWvSn C\n Ahsf´p Zqcw t]mIWw. F´n\Is¯bpw Hcp Ccsb¶p ]dbp¶Xv kv{XobmWv. AhtfmS\p`mhw ]peÀ¯p¶ Hcp PohnX{IaamWv kphntij¯n\p \nc¡p¶ PohnX{Iaw.

]et¸mgpw \½Ä AhÄ¡p sImSp¡p¶ Hcp hyànXzw ]dbp¶Xv t]mepw Bsc¦nepambn _Ôs¸Sp¯nbmWv. sNdp¸¯n C¶bmfpsS aIÄ. C¯ncn apXnÀ¶pIgnbpt¼mÄ C¶bmfpsS s]§Ä. Ipd¨pIqSn apXnÀ¶p Ignbpt¼mÄ C¶bmfpsS `mcy. HSphn ]IzXbnse¯n Hcp Ipªns\ms¡ P·w \evIn Ipªp hfcpt¼mgmIs« C¶bmfpsS A½ F¶dnbs¸tSWvS KXn F¶p ]dbp¶Xv A{X kpJIcamb Imcy amtWm?

ss__nfnse B Ggp ]pcpj·mcpsS IYbv¡I¯v kv{XobpsS X\nabpambn _Ôs¸Sp¯n Hcp {]iv\w IqSn NÀ¨ sN¿s¸Sp¶pWvSv. Ggpt]scbpw hnhmlw Ign¨v HSphn Cu kv{Xobpw acn¨p. AXpIgnªn«v þ]pcpjta[mhnXzapÅ B skmsskänþ tNmZn¡pIbmWv \nXyXbn ChÄ BcpsS `mcybmbncn¡pw. AhnsSsb¦nepw ChÄ¡v kzX{´amsbmcp \ne\nev]v BhiyantÃ. AhnsS Ahsf Bcpw hnhmlw Ign¡pItbm Ign¸n¡pItbm sN¿p¶nÃmsbs¶ms¡ ]dªv {InkvXp AhfpsS X\nabpw AhfpsS kzXzt_m[hpsams¡ hosWvSSp¯psImSp¡pIbmWv. \nXyXsb¶p ]dbp¶Xv ssZh¯nsâ a\knse Hcp k¦ev]w IqSnbmWv. A¯csamcp k¦ev]`qanbnse¦nepw AhfpsS X\na Ahfpambn«v am{Xw _Ôs¸«XmWv. aämcpambn«v _Ôs¸«XÃ. AhnsS AhÄ BcpsSbpw `mcybÃ. AhÄ AhfmWv. AhÄ AhfmsW¶p IsWvS¯p¶ hn[¯nepÅ Hcp kvt]kv \½Ä \½psS CS§fn sImSp¡p¶ptWvSm?.

IeymWs¯¡pdns¨ms¡ ]dbpt¼mgpw F{Xam{Xw BÀ«n^njyemb Imcy§sfms¡bmWv ]dªphbv¡p¶Xv. \½Ä ]dbp¶p C\n apX AhÀ H¶msW¶v. F¶n«v Hmtcm Xocpam\§Ä¡I¯pw AhfpsS Xocpam\§Ä¡v F´p {]kànbpWvSv. ChfpsS k¦S§Ä¡v F´v CSw sImSp¡p¶pWvSv. H¶p asäm¶ns\ hngp§p¶ {]{InbbpsS t]cà H¶mhpI. Jen Pn{_m³ ]dbp¶ IW¡v Gähpw at\mlcamb Zm¼Xy¯nÂt¸mepw \n§Ä Hcpan¨p \nev¡pI. Hcpan¨p \nevt¡WvSXv I¯o{U ]ÅnbpsS XqWp\nev¡p¶ IW¡mWv.

Ah Hcpan¨mWp \nev¡p¶Xv. ]t£, B cWvSp XqWpIfpsS CSbn kvt]kpWvSv. Asæn Hcp hmtZym]IcW¯nse kv{SowKvkv IW¡v. Ah Hcpan¨mWp \nev¡p¶Xv. ]t£, B kv{SnwKvkn\nSbnembn«v kvt]kpWvSv. Cu kvt]kmWv PohnX¯nsâ kuµcyw. kv{Xo¡v kz´w CSw IsWvS¯m\mbn«v Ahsf t{]cn¸n¡p¶ Hcp Xpdhn. CsXms¡ \½psS Ime¯nse B¬Ip«nIfpw ]pcpj·mcpsams¡ hosWvSSpt¡WvSXmWv.

Cusbmcp kw`h¯n\ptijw \½Ä hmbn¨p tIÄ ¡p¶p, kn\tKmKnse A[nIrXÀ CXns\Xncmbn«v hÃm sX Iem]apbÀ¯p¶p. km_¯ns\XncmsWs¶ms¡bpÅ t]cnemWv AhÀ Iem]apbÀ¯p¶Xv. ]t£, F\n ¡p tXm¶p¶p CXv kv{XobpsS \s«Ãp t\scbmbXpsImWvSmWv. kv{Xo t\sc \S¡p¶Xns\¡pdn¨v BÀ¡pw hen b Xmev]cysam¶panÃ.

kv{Xo t\sc \S¡m¯XpsImWvSv thsd Nne {]XnkÔnIsfms¡bpWvSv. HcmÄ Iq\p]nSn¨p \S¶m kw`hn¡p¶ Zpc´w AbmfpsS ImgvN hfsc ]cnanXamIp¶p. ]pcpj·mcmb ]pcpj·mscms¡ kv{XoIsf¡pdn¨p ]dbp¶ Hcmtcm]WapWvStÃmþ AhcpsS ImgvN hfsc Npcp§nbXmWv, AhÄ ]{Xw hmbn¡p¶nÃ, temIImcy§fn CSs]Sp¶nÃ. F§s\ temIImcy§fn CSs]Sm³ ]äpw? F§s\ ]{Xw hmbn¡m\hÀ¡p ]äpw? Iq\p]nSn¨ Hcm Ä¡v F´p ImgvNbpWvSv. AhfpsS ImgvNsb {Ias¸Sp¯msX Ahsf kzmÀ°aXnsb¶p ]dbpt¼mÄ, Npcp§nb temI¯v Pohn¡p¶psh¶p ]dbpt¼mÄ, hoSn\I¯v AS¨n«v Pohn¡p¶hsc¶p ]dbpt¼mÄ hmkvXh¯n AXv AhÄs¡Xncmb Hcmtcm]WaÃ. \aps¡Xncmb Btcm]WamWv.

kv{XobpsS ]e CSs]SepIfpw _m¡nbpÅhÀ¡p th WvSnbpÅ CSs]SemWv. F¶n«pw Ahsf Fs´ms¡ t]cp]dªmWv, Fs´ms¡ te_epIÄ sImSp¯n«mWv \½Ä \nµn¨psImWvSncn¡pI. Ahsf hosWvSSp¡pI. Ahsf kz´w kvt]kv IsWvS¯m\mbn«v klmbn¡pI. AhÀ \s«ÃpbÀ¯n Cu BImis¯ ImWs«. AXmbncn¡pw Hcp ]t£, kphntij¯nsâ Gähpw t{ijvTamb CSs]Sse¶v Rm³ hnizkn¡p¶p. k¨nZm\µsâ IhnX bpWvSv.

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\½fmcpw Hcp kv{Xosb Ct¶mfw kvt\ln¨n«nÃ. AhfpsS BIpeXIÄ, `mc§Ä, hnjmZw F´ns\¶pt]mepw \½Ä Xncªn«nÃ.

AXpsImsWvSms¡bmbncn¡Ww kphntijw ]Tn¡pt¼mÄ Hcp Imcyw \½sf hÃmsX Ipäs¸Sp¯pw. D°nX\mb {InkvXp BZyw tNmZn¡p¶ tNmZyanXmWv. kv{Xotb, \o F´n\mWv IcbpI. F´n\mWv \½psS NpäpapÅ kv{XoIÄ k¦Ss¸«ncn¡p¶Xv.

AhfpsS ]p©ncn hosWvSSp¡m¯nSt¯mfw Imew Hcp ssZhcmPyhpw Cu `qanbn hcm³ t]mIp¶nÃ. kv{Xo bpsS alXzhpw {]Imihpw kzmX{´yhpw hosWvSSp¡m\mbn Hcp ssI klmbw sImSp¡phm³ \nan¯amIphm³ `qanbnse ]pcpj·mscsbms¡ klmbn¡Wta...
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