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_m¡n H¼Xpt]À FhnsS (eq¡m 17:17)


Fs´¦nepw H¯ncn sh«w In«nbhÀ¡v ]ns¶ `n£p¡Ä BhmsX XcanÃ. t_mt[mZb¯n\p tijw _p²³ AXmWv sNbvXXv. Hcp Npcbv¡m sXmWvSpambn injvSImew Aeªp. AXn Btcm C« PoÀ®n¨ ]¶namwkw Ign¨mWv AbmÄ acn¨Xpw. `qanbn bPam\³amcnÃ, ZmktcbpÅq F¶ {]Imi¯n\ptijw AkoÊnbnse {^m³kokv sNbvXXpw AXmWv. AbmÄ sXcpthmc bmNIcnsemcmfmbn. kq£n¨p t\m¡nbm C¯ncn B´cnItemIapÅ BcpsS s\©nepw Hcp `n£m]m{Xw ImWmw. hn\bamWv AhcpsS icoc`mj. AXpsImWvSp Xs¶bmWv AhÀ¡n{Xbpw N´w. HcmÄ Xs¶¯s¶ Kuchambns«Sp¡msX \n¡pt¼mgmWv AbmfnepÅ kuµcyw ]pd¯phcp¶Xvþ Hcp \nanjsa¦n Hcp \nanjw \n§Ä \n§sf ad¶pt]mIpt¼mÄ kw`hn¡p¶ AÛpXamWnXv.


Kpcp¡³amÀ \n§sf klmbn¡p¶Xv \n§fpsS Gähpw \ÃXv ]pd¯v sImWvSphcphm\mWv. AXpsImWvSv B H¼Xpt]À FhnsSbmsW¶hÀ Xncbpw. PohnXs¯ Zm\ambn Xncn¨dnbm¯ B H¼Xpt]À. IrXÚXm PohnXw {]kmZPohnXamWv. AbmÄ Hcp I¯ps]m«n¡p¶ coXn t\m¡q. Fs´mcp \{aXtbmSpw BZcthmSpw IqSnbmWv. Btcm HcmÄ \n§sf HmÀ¯ncn¡p¶p. lrZbw IrXÚXm`cnXamthsWvS?


\ÂInbhtcmSv am{Xaà kzoIcn¡p¶htcmSpw IrXÚX thtWvS? ]cnNbapÅ Hcp sIm¨paIÄ AhfpsS kvIqfnse H¶mw Znhkw Xs¶ So¨sd Hcp ]mTw ]Tn¸n¨p! ]½n ]½n AhcpsS ASps¯¯nb AhÄ, ""R§sfms¡ hcp¶XpsImWvSv ]Tn¸n¡m³ ]änbtÃ?'' F¶v hnkvabw ]qWvSp. So¨À ]cp§enembn. A[ym]IÀ DÅXpsImWvSv Ip«nIÄ ]Tn¡p¶psh¶Xv `mKnIamb icn am{XatÃ? AXpsImWvSv kzoIcn¡p¶htcmSpw IrXÚX thWw. XymKcmPkzmanIsft¸mse, F{Xtbm alm\p`h·mcmWv Fsâ ap¶n AhÀ¡v {]Wmaw F¶p ]dªv Bcw`n¡Ww F¶pw. cWvSv IrXÚXIfn km³Uvhn¨v sN¿s¸s«sâ PohnXw. Hcp hi¯v \ÂInbhÀ. atä hi¯v kzoIcn¨hÀ. shdpsXbà Gi¿ C§s\sbgpXnbXv. Ah³ F\n¡v Hcp tae¦n X¶p. kvXpXnbpsSbpw IrXÚXbptSbpw.


F{X kzoIcn¨n«mWv Hmtcmcp¯cpw ZrVs¸«Xv. ap´ncnt¯m«¯n \« A¯nacw Fs¶mcp {InkvXp kqN\bpWvSv. A¯n HcpXcw Im«phr£amWv. {]tXyIn¨v Hcp ]cnNcWhpanÃmsX agbs¯ XIct]mse AXp hfÀs¶¶ncn¡pw. F¶m Akm[mcW ]cnNcWhpw {i²bpw BhiyapÅ IrjnbmWv ap´ncnbptSXv. F§s\ thWsa¦nepw hfcmambncp¶ \n§Ä¡v Fs´mcp ]cnNcWamWv hosS¶ ap´ncnt¯m«¯n In«nbXv. H¶p Npa¨m Np¡pIm¸nbpWvSm¡p¶p. Ipfn¨p Ibdpt¼mÄ inckn cmkv\mZns¸mSnbmhp¶p. cm{Xn Dd§pt¼mÄ I¼fn¸pX¸mhp¶p. Npa ]nSn¨v Bcpw acn¨n«nsöv HmÀ½n¡Ww. Rmt\mÀ¡p¶p, Nnet¸mÄ agb¯nd§n \S¡pt¼mÄ Cdb¯v \nev¡p¶hÀ Hcp ss]Xy¡mcs\¶ a«n t\m¡p¶p. ho«nse¯pt¼mgmhs« F\n¡n{Xbpw {]mbamsb¶pt]mepw ]cnKWn¡msX A¸³ Xe XphÀ ¯n¯cp¶p! ap´ncnt¯m«¯n \« A¯nIÄ \½Ä.


I®p\ndbm³ am{Xw ImcW§Ä Hmtcm \nanjhpw PohnXw IcpXnsh¨n«pw I®pIÄ \\bm¯sXt´? PohnXw Ft´m \ntj[ns¨¶ t]cnemWv ]ecpant¸mÄ Icbp¶Xv. PohnXw sh¨p \o«nbhbpambn Xpe\w sN¿pt¼mÄ AXv \n§fn \n¶v A]lcn¨sX{Xtbm XpÑamWv. {Xmknsâ Hcp X«n e`n¨ A\p{Kl§fpw atäXn In«nb ]cp¡pIfpw IqSn t\m¡pt¼mÄ BZyt¯Xv XmWp InS¡p¶p.


]q¡tfmSv am{Xaà apÅpItfmSpw thWw IrXÚX. tami Xsâ ssZhs¯ IWvSXv apĸSÀ¸pIÄ¡nSbnembncp¶psh¶v HmÀ½n¡Ww. \n§fpsS PohnXs¯ {]Imin¸n¡m\pw, Zni Im«n¯cm\pw apÅpIÄ¡pamhpw. AXp sImWvSmWv A¯nIÄ ]q¡mXncp¶n«pw, ap´ncn ^ew \ÂImªn«pw, Bebnse ]ip¡Ä Idh \ÂImXncp¶n«pw HcmÄ¡v l_¡p¡nsâ ]pkvXI¯nse¶t]m se kvtXm{XKoX§Ä Be]n¡m\mhp¶Xv. Zp:J ¯nsâ ]m\]m{Xw IÀ¯mhv \ÂInbm AXphm§n Rm³ ltÃeqb ]mSpwþ aIsâ Nca ip{iqjbv¡nSbn A§s\ Dds¡ ]mSp¶Xv sIm¨pIpªv D]tZinbmWv... KZvkß\nte¡v t]mIpt¼mÄ {InkvXp ]mSp¶Xv t]msetbm...?


{InkvXphnt\mfw IrXÚXtbmsS A[nIamcpw Cu hmgvhn Pohn¨n«nÃmsb¶p tXm¶p¶p. XÀ¡apsWvS¦n A¸sas¶mcp hm¡v kphntij¯n \n¶p X¸nsbSp¡pI. FhnsSsbms¡ B ]Zw D]tbmKn¨n«ptWvSm AXn\p ap¼mbn C§s\sbmcp kqN\bpWvSmIpw, Ah³ IrXÚXtbmsS A¸saSp¯p.. F´psImWvSmW§s\? s\änbnse hnbÀ¸psImWvSv A¸w `£n¡m\mWv IÂ]\. F¶n«pw Aeªp \S¶ncp¶ B aq¶phÀj¡mew \kd¯nse X¨\pw Ahsâ Iq«pImcpw `£n¨Xv ]mhs¸« a\pjycpsS hnbÀ¸nsâ Hmlcnbn \n¶v. Hcp \mWbw t]mbm AXv In«pthmfw X¸p¶p. HcXn Yn cm{Xnbn h¶m AÀ²cm{Xnbn N§mXnsbt¯ Sn A¸w bmNnt¡WvSnhcp¶ Zcn{ZcpsS \m«n ]Xnaq¶p sNdp¸¡mÀ ]«nWnbnÃmsX Pohn¨psh¶Xv sNdnb ImcyamtWm? AXpsImWvSv Hc¸w FSp¡pt¼mÄ Ahsâ angn \\bpw, lrZbw IrXÚXm`cnXamIpw. `£n¨ H c¸hpw, F´n\v hnf¼nb Hc¸hpw HcmfpsSbpw hnbÀ ¸nsâ HmlcnbÃ. F´n\v Cu Nn´bpsS A¸IjvW§Ä t]mepw Fsâ ASp¸n Nps«Sp¯XmsW¶v \n§ Ä IcpXp¶ptWvSm? hmbn¨ ]pkvXI§fn \n¶pw tI« Kpcp¡³amcn \n¶pw Imem s]dp¡n hnf¼p¶h... Hc¸hpw FtâXmbncp¶nà F¶ Adnhnsâ t]cmWv IrXÚX. ZoÀLZqcw IqsS \S¶n«pw F½mhqknte¡v t]m b injy·mÀ {InkvXphns\ Xncn¨dnªnÃ. F¶me´nbn Ah³ A¸saSp¯t¸mÄ Ahcdnªp: AXv {In kvXphmWv. ImcWw C{Xbpw IrXÚXtbmsS Hc¸ s¯ sXmSm³ HcmÄt¡ Ignbqþ \kd¯nse {InkvXphn\v.


HcmÄ Xsâ PohnXs¯ sXmSp¶ coXnbn \n¶dnbmw AbmfpsS {InkvXmwiw!