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]nXmhns\ ImWn¨p Xcm\mWv ]oet¸mkv tbiphnt\mSv Bhiys¸Sp¶Xv. AbmfXv tNmZn¨Xv sXÃv`oXntbmSp IqSnbmhWw. ssZhs¯ ImWpIbÃ, F´n\v ssZhsa¶ ]Zw D¨cn¡m³ t]mepw `bs¸« Hcp kwkvImcamWv AhcptSXv. AXpsImWvSv AhÀ ]Icw hbv¡mhp¶ Nne kqN\IÄ D]tbmKn¨p. btlmh A§s\ cq]s¸« ]ZamWv. ssZhs¯ IWvShÀ acn¡psa¶v AhÀ hnNmcn¨p. AXn Ipd¨v icnbpWvSpXm\pw.
Hcp ssZhZÀi\w In«nb GsXmcmsfbpw \nco£n¡pI. s]s«¶v Hcp Znhkw AbmÄ ]eXnt\mSpw acn¨ Hcmsft¸mse A\p`hs¸Sp¶p! ssZhs¯ IWvSn«pw acn¡mXncp¶ HcmÄ tamibmWv. AXpt]mepw, ]qÀ®amsbmcp ImgvNbmbncp¶nÃþ ]n¶n \n¶v. B \nanj¯n tami {]Imin¨p. B {]Imiw C{kmtb¡mÀ¡v Xm§m³ BhnsÃt¶mÀ¯v apJ]Sw AWnªmWv tami ko\mbv aebnd§nbXv.
F¶n«pw F{X kcfamWv {InkvXphnsâ adp]Sn: ]oent¸mtk Fs¶ ImWp¶hÀ ]nXmhns\ ImWp¶p. ssZhZÀi\¯nsâ hgnbn e`n¡mhp¶ ]camh[n sXfnabmWnXv. AhXcn¨ hN\sa¶ \nebneà a\pjys\¶ coXnbn t]mepw CXn ssZhZqjWanÃ. ImcWw DÂ]¯n ]pkvXI¯nsâ dnthgvkv hmb\bmWnXv. ssZhw a\pjys\ Xsâ Ombbn krjvSns¨¦n s]mSn ]pcfm¯ DSepw a\kpw DÅ HcmÄ {]Xn^en¸n¡p¶Xv ssZhs¯bÃmsX asä´v?
F´mWv Cu Ombbpw kZriyXbpw F¶Xn kpJIcamb AhyàXbpWvSv. Nn´n¡m\pw [ym\n¡m\papÅ Ahsâ km[yXbmtWm Cu ssZhOmb. AtXm tNÀ¶p \nev¡m\pÅ a\pjysâ B{Kl¯nÂ\n¶mtWm B s]m³Xcn \mw X¸nsbSpt¡WvSXv.? A§s\ {]Wb¯n\pw kulrZ¯n\psams¡ {]Imi¯nsâ A¦nIn«p¶p. kvt\ln¡m\pÅ Ahsâ hnimeXbpw ssZhw Xs¶ k½m\n¨XmhWw.
A§s\ F{Xsb{X ssZhkam\XIÄ! a\pjyÀ hnImkw {]m]n¡p¶X\pkcn¨v AhcpsS ssZhk¦ev]§Ä¡v ]cnWmaw DWvSmIp¶p. DÂ]¯n ]pkvXIw am{Xw ]cntim[n¡pI. AXnsâ Bcw`¯n tXm«¯n ssZh¯nsâ ]ZNe\w IWvSpsh¶v tcJs¸Sp¯nbn«pWvSv. BZ¯n \n¶v A{_lm¯nte¡v F¯pt¼mÄ AXv ImgvNbn \n¶v tIÄhnbnte¡v ]cnWan¡p¶p. bmt¡m_n F¯pt¼mÄ AXv ZÀi\ambn þC{µnb§fpsS CSs]S BhiyanÃm¯ H¶mWXv. tPmk^n AXv kz]v\ambn shfns¸«p In«p¶p.
kz]v\w hymJym\ns¨Spt¡WvSXmWv. C¯cw ssZh]cnWma¯nsâ HSphnes¯ hm¡v {InkvXphmWv. {InkvXp shs´ms¡bmtWm AsXms¡¯s¶ ssZhw. IcpW, IcpXÂ, kzmKXw, Im¯ncp¸v A§s\b§s\... AtXmSpIqSn ssZhw `bapfhm¡s¯mcmfmbn. {InkvXp Fs´ms¡bà AsXm¶pw ssZh¯n Btcm]n¨p IqSm F¶XmWv \ap¡p ]peÀ¯mhp¶ kpIrXw. ]qÀÆnItZmjw DÄs¸sSbpÅ Imcy§tfmSv ]peÀt¯WvS BtcmKyIcamb kao]\w AXmsW¶p tXm¶p¶p. Ch³ AÔ\mbncn¡p¶Xv Chsâ Ipg¸w \nan¯tam, Chsâ ]qÀÆnIcpsS Ipg¸w \nan¯tam F¶ tNmZy¯n\v, cWvSpaà F¶ {InkvXphnsâ adp]Snsb [ym\n¡pI.
HcmfpsS ssZhk¦ev]¯nsâ sXfna AbmfpsS BXvaob PohnX¯nsâ am{Xw Imcyambn KWn¡cpXv. `uXnIamb taJeIfn t]mepw AXpWvSm¡p¶ A\pcW\§Ä {i²n¡Ww. `qanbnte¡v h¨v GÁhpw IqSpX ktµlnIÄ `mcX¯nemsW¶v \nco£n¡s¸Sp¶p. ]ckv]chncp²amb ssZhk¦ev]§fpsS ]mÀiz^eamWXv. AXpsImWvSpXs¶ _p²n¡nW§nb a«n Dff hnImkw imkv{X kmt¦XnI taJeIfn \ap¡p IsWvS¯m\mbnÃ. AXnsâ hn]coX]Zambn ]cnKWn¡mhp¶Xv Atd_y³ temIamWv. A]ISamIp¶ hn[¯n IrXyXbpÅ ssZhk¦ev]amWv AhcptSXv. IW¡nepw temPn¡nepsams¡bpÅ AhcpsS Ah[m\Xbv¡v AXp ImcWambn.
kmaqlyXe¯nse AXnsâ kzm[o\w ]et¸mgpw hn]Xv¡camIp¶p. in£n¡p¶ Hcp ssZhs¯bmWv \n§Ä D]mkn¡p¶sX¦n \n§Ä in£n¨pXpS§pIbpw AXn kwXr]vXn A\p`hn¡pIbpw sN¿pw.
\n§sf sImÃp¶hÀ ssZh{]oXn¡pthWvSn A{]Imcw sN¿p¶psh¶v IcpXp¶ Imew hcp¶psh¶v {InkvXp ]dªn«pWvSv. Hcp hÀ¤ob Iem]¯n sImÃp¶hscms¡ AhcpsS ssZh¯n\v AÀ¨\ \ÂIpIbmWtÃm!
GenbmbpsS PohnX¯nse cWvSp L«saSp¡pI. Xsâ BNmc§Ä¡v \nc¡m¯ CXc kwkvImc¯nse ]ptcmlnXscsbms¡ sIm¶psImWvSmWv Xsâ ssZhthe AbmÄ Bcw`n¡p¶Xv! cWvSmw `mK¯n AbmfpsS ssZhk¦ev]¯n\v ip²oIcWapWvSmIp¶p. ImTn\yhpw ImÀ¡iyhpapÅ ASbmf§fn AbmÄ ssZhs¯ Im¯ncn¡pIbmWv. sImSp¦mÁv, `qI¼w, Aán Chsbms¡ IS¶pt]mbn. AXn ssZhanÃmbncp¶p. ]n¶oSv Ft¸msgm HcnfwImÁpWvSmbn. AXnÂ\n¶v {]hmNI\pÅ hnfn apg§n. Ct¸mÄ AbmÄ¡dnbmw, ssZh¯nsâ apJsas´¶v. ]n¶oSv Hcn¡epw Genbm lnwk sNbvXn«nÃ.
Ht¶mÀ¯m hnizmkhpw Ahnizmkhpw X½neà XÀ¡w. Ahnizmkw Hcp cmhpt]mse. F{X \oWvSmepw hnizmk¯nsâ ]pecnbpWvSmhpw. hnizmk¯nsâ icn¡papÅ hn]coX]Zw tamis¸« hnizmkamWv. AXns\bmWv AÔhnizmkw F¶v hnfnt¡WvSXv. \n§Ä hfcp¶X\pkcn¨v \n§fpsS ssZhhnizmk¯n\v sXfnabpWvSmIs«. {InkvXp \nÝbambpw \n§sf klmbn¡pw. ImcWw AbmfmWv ssZh¯n\pw a\pjy\panSbnse Zzn`mjn!